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[–] roux@hexbear.net 10 points 1 month ago

Big news: My physical AI slop doesn't do anything. Amazing!

[–] roux@hexbear.net 0 points 2 months ago (10 children)

Saving this for when people say "2 things can be right at the same time"

 

I took down my last post for rent. I'll try to figure it out.

I was finally able to get pain meds for my foot. It got upgraded from sprained to broken. Work won't cover it because I'm not actually on worker's comp. I can't afford to be on comp until my foot is healed so I opted for light duty. For now I'm just hoping to offset the cost I had to pay out of pocket(no insurance) so I can focus on the rest of my financial woes. As always, any bit helps.

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Thanks, comrades.

 

I rolled my ankle at work yesterday and it ended up being a sprain. Thankfully not a fracture. But I'm gonna be in a boot for 4-6 weeks and I donno when I will be able to work again. I can update as I get new info though.

I have rent coming up but I also have to pay $1500 back on taxes for some reason I can't figure out but I've been shafted on taxes for the last 4 years. My focus is to get anything at all that can go towards rent and to cushion the blow from taxes getting taken out in April. Anything will help. I'm gonna try to hit up other mutual aid networks I know about as well because I know it's a lot of money.

CA: $rouxination

Paypal: @rouxination

Venmo: @rouxination

Thanks, comrades.

[–] roux@hexbear.net 0 points 3 months ago

Something I've been thinking about as I'm radicalizing even more recently is that I started college as a liberal but basically as a Bernie Bro. During college I watched a docu-series called The Untold History of the United States. It corroborated a lot of claims I was getting trickle-fed from /r/latestagecapitalism. Then when I took my History classes in college around Junior semesters, my fairly un-biased professor went more in-depth on all the stuff you normally cover in HS but mentioned that we definitely didn't win the Vietnam War, and "most likely" the Soviets are who won WW2. It was vailidating and it I think it really kick-started the rest of my journey into socialism. Shortly after I graduated, I read the Communist Manifesto. Shortly after BLM I started seriously reading theory. At some point I read A People's History of the United States, and the whole corroboration thing came back again. 3 separate sources confirming the same thing about the US, one being an academic professor.

But it's also funny because I say sometimes that I'm the meme where college turned me into a socialist. I hate that I have unpayable debt from it but I also wonder where I would be politically had I not went.

[–] roux@hexbear.net 0 points 4 months ago* (last edited 4 months ago)

Natural selection is about genetic traits and not about hierarchy or or some supremacy slop. And your biologist friend should know that.

Edit: and using natural selection to say that some groups of people are prone to hierarchical tendencies reeks of Social Darwinism and eugenics.

[–] roux@hexbear.net 12 points 6 months ago

Was that the Kent State Massacre?

 

So long story short but there was a TikTok of a girl translating poorly translated Chinese character tattoos and one translated to "rice cooker". I made a comment about getting it, it gain traction so I said if I get a bunch of likes I'll do it. Last I saw before the post was re-uploaded, my comment was at 700 or so likes.

Well fuck it I'm gonna go ahead with it. But considering the post in question, I was hoping some people on here can confirm that Google's translation is accurate. I compared it to the image in the video and it seems right but still. I don't know Chinese so I'm trusting random strangers for a dumb meme tattoo.

Here's Google's translation:

Here's a still from the video:

[–] roux@hexbear.net 1 points 7 months ago

What's keeping me from switching is that I switched about 12 years ago.

They said that their viewer was tested and designed to function mostly with Ubuntu and while it could work with other distros, it's not to be expected to be smooth.

I can't vouch for this particular software but from my experience with using Mint full time for the last 6 or so years is that regarding troubleshooting software, if a fix works on Ubuntu, it will more than likely work on Mint.

[–] roux@hexbear.net 0 points 8 months ago

Just practice good security culture and you're probably fine.

I, for one, welcome any AES comrades that wanna join us.

[–] roux@hexbear.net 3 points 8 months ago

Easy there wizard. In my defense I don't hang out in a terminal all that much anymore.

[–] roux@hexbear.net 12 points 8 months ago (2 children)

Not me using Linux for 15 years and just learning you can search through previous commands...

[–] roux@hexbear.net 10 points 8 months ago (6 children)

Me with git pushes: up up up, enter x3. Like 6 times a day.

[–] roux@hexbear.net 13 points 8 months ago

OMG now I wanna know what they said.

[–] roux@hexbear.net 0 points 8 months ago

Always great to see more love for MP.

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Tinder sort of just randomly sends you people after 3 days of being like "there is no one in your area". That's fine because in my area, it's nothing but tradwives, country music, and fishing profiles.

I tried Veggly because a super bonus point is finding someone to chill with that is also vegan. Well, there's like 4 people in my area on there. Sort of figured but lol anyway. There are a few more if you check like 500 miles away but not quite looking for the nomadic life just yet.

Tried Feeld, and no. Just no. I'm open to various relationship dynamics but that ain't it.

Tried Hinge, it was mostly dead until I changed my gender back to male and put that I'm only looking for women. Feels a bit disingenuous but whatever. But again in my area, I keep getting Christian tradwives and shit.

And if you find someone that seems nice on these dumb apps, they have to like you back before they can communicate with you. But... but... you can spend $149.99 to see who liked you. Not predatory at all. Just me heading back to the dating slop machine to toss more money at it to see who likes my ugly ass.

But like I've seen a few that I genuinely liked but will never be able to contact since it's all behind a paywall.

Saturday evening I matched on Tinder with 3 people. First one, said hey and they unmatched, second one I waited for them to say hey, then replied and they unmatched. 3rd one flatout ghosted me.

I got a "like" notification from a random old dude yesterday on Tinder but my profile isn't even set for interested in men.

I redid my entire Hinge and Tinder profile like 3 times each.

On Bumble I got a like notification and actually spent $25 to see who it was. She was cute, seemed nice. So we talked a bit, she gave me her number and we talked on the phone some. We talked a bit about our own messed up lives. She had breast cancer, which isn't a dealbreaker, she's ND as fuck, but so am I. We went on a date. It was awkward. First her pics on Bumble were from like 15 years ago. The whole date was awkward, but towards the end we decided to go for a walk and the conversation was just about exes. Which is never a good sign. Then my ex actually fucking called me because the kids wanted to show me their Legos. That caused me to spiral all over again. So still processing the divorce. Went home and got trashed and realized that I'm not gonna be a good fit for this person that I went on the date with. She needs someone that can take care of her. I can't even take care of myself.

I'm probably done with even trying to find someone that fits me. I'm too old to start over. This city sucks for trying to find anyone remotely close to my personality.

This shit is just fucking depressing.

Thanks for coming to my rouxTALK.

Edit: I'm buried in the comments but at work rn. I'll try to get to the rest tonight. I honestly didn't think this would gain much conversation since it was met to be me screaming in the void. ❤️🖤

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submitted 9 months ago* (last edited 9 months ago) by roux@hexbear.net to c/mutual_aid@hexbear.net
 

Gonna post again. Last week was a dud but I understand since it was end of month and a few comrades needed rent taken care of and stuff. I think I locked in a moving truck rental and charges to pay people to move my stuff since I don't have any friends to help. With as little of stuff I need moved, I think I'm looking at $300 for the Uhaul and moving people. But as always, any little bit helps.

  • paypal: @rouxination
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  • cashapp: $rouxination
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submitted 9 months ago* (last edited 9 months ago) by roux@hexbear.net to c/mutual_aid@hexbear.net
 

I'm getting a divorce and finally have a place to live but it won't be ready until the end of October. I'm temporarily staying at a friend's mom's place. After getting most of the stuff I need for the new place, the bank account is getting pretty low. I am working 4 days up from 3 because otherwise I won't be able to afford the place, so this post is meant to cushion the blow on my account. It's going to help with the cost to hire movers and the last few things I need. Any bit helps but I also know there are a few other people in this comms with some major needs too.

  • paypal: @rouxination
  • venmo: @rouxination
  • cashapp: $rouxination

Thanks!

Also I make websites so if anyone needs one or know someone that does, I'd love to work out some sort of deal with them. I can go cheaper than my posted prices if it means they get a website and I get some cash.

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submitted 9 months ago* (last edited 9 months ago) by roux@hexbear.net to c/programming@hexbear.net
 

It's probably not gonna happen but I might have a job opportunity but it hinges on me learning and knowing Angular. Does anyone have any suggestions on tutorials and/or is the Tutorial on the official site good enough?

I have a background in Vanilla JS, some ReactJS, TypeScript(need to work on it), AstroJS Java, and some Kotlin. All of that is self-taught. But I also have C# and ASP.net experience from college. Just to put it in perspecitve on where I am at. Also I probably use ChatGPT as a crutch too much but that is because I don't have anyone to really ask for help when I get stuck.

 

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So I have an interview coming up sometime in the next 2 weeks and I have to do a few coding and SQL problems as part of it. I wanna start practicing now because I've gotten a bit rusty on algs and such. Does anyone have any suggestions on like array sorts and such to work on or like code golf sites to use? I have Leetcode pulled up and will be working a bit through that today but I just wanna get in as much practice as I can leading up to the interview. I donno when the interview will be but I just heard through the grapevine that there will be one.

I've been working on my own webdev stuff but the most I've had to touch JavaScript for is basically conditionals and loops, so I feel like I've fallen down on the other stuff a bit.

TIA

 

*Forgive any formatting as I'm on mobile.

As I read in themes, I'm currently focusing on philosophy to try and understand it, see where I fit in the world and also reconstruct my own atheist/nihilistic worldview.

I just got done with Existentialist Cafe and got a really nice overview of all the main players in the Existentialist camp but want to finally take the leap into nihilism and absurdism proper. I've read The Stranger and Myth of Sisyphus and like Camus a lot so far but also wanna tackle Satre, Beauvoir, and Merleau-Ponty eventually but wonder if I need to read Husserl and specifically Heidegger and Nietzche since they are controversial because of their politics. Would I be able to get away with just reading synopses of their work? I do currently have Being and Time in my list of books to get.

Also, aside from Nietzche, who else should I read regarding nihilism? I'm currently working through The Trouble with Being Born by Cioran and wanna find some more by him but also have The Antidote by Burkeman and Conspiracy Against the Human Race by Ligotti in my backlog. I did read The Book by Alan Watts the other day and though it felt like reading my stoned friend's wild ramblings on society and how we exist in it, some coherent stuff did come through. But I don't know if it was what I was after. I did appreciate it for introducing me to some concepts like ego and self but maybe I should have saved it for another day?

Sidenote but I'm planning on moving back and force between philosophy and socialist theory so socialist philosphers are also welcome. Generally I'm open to all suggestions.

Thanks in advance!

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