TwoBeeSan

joined 2 years ago
[โ€“] TwoBeeSan@lemmy.world 43 points 7 hours ago (3 children)

You cannot love another if you don't love yourself. The best is finding someone who wants to grow beyond their past hurts. Become better people. Together.

Good luck all.

Oops we are in shitposts not couple memes. I mean....

The main quest is marriage. The side quest is eating strangers asses. Ive always gotten distracted dungeon crawling. ๐Ÿซ 

[โ€“] TwoBeeSan@lemmy.world 23 points 1 day ago

Any time anyone mentions Ricky gervais this picture should be posted. Thank you for performing the service.

All should know the deep cringe.

[โ€“] TwoBeeSan@lemmy.world 30 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Knew a guy who came through a nursing home.

Dude was in his 50s. Had an injury at 17. Fucked him for life. Dude was emotionally stunted at like 13. Confined to a chair, horrific tripping hazard when walking. Harassed women at every opportunity. Stuttered. Had a permanent soft spot. Worst part about the women thing is he knew better. You'd call him on it and he'd stop. Ended up talking to him like a dog near the end.

He was a rolling fucking lawsuit. Dunno where behaviorallly he could have lived but not in an assisted living.

I think the family just moved him around to various places until he got kicked out.

.... The ones they don't mention

[โ€“] TwoBeeSan@lemmy.world 12 points 3 days ago* (last edited 3 days ago) (3 children)

God bless you prostate adventurers. But I just don't get it.

Had a coworker within like the first 5 days mention she pegged her husband. It was like a shortcut to us being people. I can't look at her husband tho because that's some intimate shit to share day 1. And it's all I can ever see when I see of picture of him.

He looks like he gets pegged tbh.

My ass just doesn't like things in it. Mfw ๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿ˜ถ๐Ÿ™ƒ

[โ€“] TwoBeeSan@lemmy.world 13 points 6 days ago

Espresso is a bop. We sing along to it just like we do police truck.

[โ€“] TwoBeeSan@lemmy.world 13 points 1 week ago

Before 13 is very sketchy. Like fragments.

[โ€“] TwoBeeSan@lemmy.world 1 points 1 week ago

I don't know how I feel about the bug interviewing the roach

[โ€“] TwoBeeSan@lemmy.world 9 points 1 week ago

Chuck Berry angle

[โ€“] TwoBeeSan@lemmy.world 17 points 1 week ago

Post your ass on the Internet and more than likely someone will cum to it. Looks like you didn't even have to do that.

[โ€“] TwoBeeSan@lemmy.world 14 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago)

I think it was George rr martin in an interview was asked why he wrote women well

"Well you know, I've always considered women as people."

https://youtu.be/fGmctvlITtI

Even though this is the same man who wrote the "fat pink mast scene." Lactation and all

[โ€“] TwoBeeSan@lemmy.world 30 points 1 week ago (1 children)

Inb4 "it's called the American dream, because you have to be asleep to believe it."

 

Caught sleeping in fresh cloths.

 

One time I posted my ass on a forum. A woman was posting her tits and I said my ass had more cleavage than her. She called me out. I posted. She deleted her account after being made fun of by everyone in the subreddit.

It then got reposted on reddit best of. So at least 2 separate groups of people laughed at my ass/that woman.

Even got my own thirsty message which was different.

I appreciated the confidence boost this gave me. But now my ass is out there. Maybe you've seen it?

What's a dumb thing you did online?

No ragrets tho

 

"I think there's a hunger for honesty with a bit of violence but with love behind it.

That's what we are."

  • joe Talbert

Also their tiny desk is one of the best. https://youtu.be/wMehItNQKAA

Love this band.

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submitted 5 months ago* (last edited 5 months ago) by TwoBeeSan@lemmy.world to c/selfhosted@lemmy.world
 

My dumbass was gonna strip it for parts.

Curious what you industrious folks would do with it?

Similar except 4x2 TB https://www.ebay.com/itm/316549741700

Inb4 put Linux on it

Edit: well it booted earlier and now it doesn't. ๐Ÿ˜ต

THE DUST

 

Hello all

My (27m) ex (29f) broke up we with me out of the blue saying she doesn't love me how I love her. That I deserve someone who does. Never felt forced doing anything but cannot pinpoint when feeling left.

Had been together 8 months. Went on a vacation at 5 months that was incredible. Had come off a date on Wednesday that she said she loved before she got an Uber home. We were planning the next.

She had come over with the intention to stay and calm down/do homework then had a panic attack until confessing her feeling.

She was crying more than I was. Said she was following the feeling. Agreed you have to do that. But she was adamant it wasn't a specific thing and nothing could change.

Her last relationship was incredibly abusive. I am pretty much the opposite. People think I'm gay. She was the first person I had ever felt drawn towards romantically. First ever asked out instead of falling into the relationship. First ever explore sexuality with where it didn't feel forced.

I had always tried best to communicate any and all feeling. Or issues. She said I was an incredible human being and deserves someone who loved me the same way. But she wasn't in love with me despite loving me. I Didn't do anything. Nothing specific. She just knew I wasn't it.

Talking every day to cold turkey. Communicating every step of the way to make sure each of us weren't being clingy. we both werent that way but it felt natural to be it.

The only thing she managed to muster was ' I don't want to smoke weed and eat candy '. (Additional context: she did dabs I smoked bong hits. Prior and during. upbringing has told her it is bad. It makes her stop and feel. )

The expectations and goals she has for herself made any childish escapism feel like a waste of time. But at the same time she always felt like she was at the point of a panic attack. Like she needed to slow down and relax and take a breath. Incredibly busy. Depressive. Anxious. PTSD recovering. She always goes goes goes.

Incompatible.

Curious if anyone has had a similar experience. It feels like being robbed. I know better than to reach out first. She still has things to pick up. Its just so shocking. Her cars still in the driveway.

I know it's impossible to understand the nuances of a relationship from biased perspective, but I am wanting to hear others experiences.

Hopefully it'll ground me from this very odd shattering im having now. Can't help but feel I got constanzaed. "It's not you it's me."

Appreciate you all and your advice.

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submitted 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago) by TwoBeeSan@lemmy.world to c/pics@lemmy.world
 

Without exagertion this is the closest to a fantasy I have ever experienced. As soon as you cross the threshold your nose is assaulted with the most charming old book smell known to man.

Was in love instantly.

it wouldn't let me upload anything other than screenshots so apologies for the quality.

 
 

https://youtu.be/O0baE_CtU08

It brings such joy to go against the grain.

 

What would you show to illustrate the importance of gay culture and history?

Current ideas: Static table set up for June. They see it when they enter the lobby/on way to lunch. Can stop and read, cannot miss it.

Start at antiquity, show Sappho, Egyptian tombs, historical erasure.

Go to middle ages/ Renaissance, Christian persecution. Advent of modern institutionalized hate.

Modern, 20s acceptance to return of conservatism, stonewall 70s lib movement, law and protection creation. End with a photo of Jonathon Joss to really turn the knife that it hasn't fucking gone away.

Want to also highlight specific people in the eras. Maybe 1 to 5 with space we have. Harvey milk, Wendy Carlos, Alan Turing.

Looking for any suggestions to really make this a specisl learning experience/ way for the elder gays there to feel appreciated. Know we have a few and they're surrounded by a sea of conservative pricks.

Thank you!!!!

Tldr: suggestions for an educational gay history table. Elderly demographic.

 

Cat heaven. They normally won't tolerate each other, but were mad I hadn't seen them as much as normal.

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submitted 10 months ago* (last edited 10 months ago) by TwoBeeSan@lemmy.world to c/lgbtq_plus@lemmy.blahaj.zone
 

Hello!

Making this post to check in on other asexual spectrum people. Curious how attraction works for you?

Recently discovered the term "side" and feel that fits well. Always felt obligated for penetrative sex, liked servicing but awkward when things done to me.

Been with men and women. Recently with someone could not be more my type but could not perform. Twice. Wanted to (or so I thought) but it was wanting to be a people pleaser.

When it clicked. Dont like sex. Enjoy things around it, watching partner reactions,kissing, cuddling, performing oral, but actual? It feels like pulling teeth.

Searched and searched and this seems to be a hard Google. ๐Ÿคท

What prompted me to make this post.

Asexual people what has been your journey of self acceptance? How does attraction works for you? How have partners been about understanding it?

Thanks for the responses.

 

Supposedly this field has sunflowers when they're in season.

Will have to see next year.

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