That I have to grieve a living mother. That I will never know how it feels like to have the warm embrace of a caring mom no matter how much I yearn for it. It has been sad but so liberating at the same time.
We don't celebrate valentine's day so just staying home doing weekly chores.
Thundercats and Silver hawks. I loved those shows!
I remember the little peanut creatures!
Inu-Oh. I don't like musicals but this one stole my heart.
That one has been in my bucketlist since it came out and I have not been able to watch it yet. It looks great!
1.Went very very VERY low contact with my nparent, which is something I would have never imagined doing when 2025 started and I feel so proud of myself for having this boundary. Being a people pleaser in recovery, feels like I can exhale again. 2.Got my very own atelier where I create and keep busca just on my art. It took me thirty years! And I love having this New space.
"Am happy" breaks me everytime
Oh boy! I got one of those too. My condolences to you. I know how exasperating it is to have to endure all those "I wish I had your mom. You are sooo Lucky she's your mom" comments while dying inside. And yeah, smear campains are their thing when they are no longer in control of you, so they control the narrative. I lost all my maternal side of the family brcause of this, it hurt like a mofo but it worked out for the better for me and my husband and kid♥️ Right now on the road to no contact after years and years of grayrocking. Safe first✨️
Edit: Thank you all for your condolences and the beautiful snippets from your own furry friends. It is so special to be loved by an animal and love them back.
After nineteen years together, we had many beautiful memories and adventures together, but one of my favorite was when we visited the beach. She absolutely loved it and would run up and down chasing seagulls and barking at coming waves as happy as can be.
I will miss you forever, Tandi♥️
Members of the emotionally immature parents club, unite! Thank you for your kind words it has been very painful but at the same time friends and other people have showed up for me in ways beyond what I could imagine. I am determined to end the cycle of hurt and take on emotional intelligence.