KernelTale

joined 1 year ago
[–] KernelTale@programming.dev 4 points 2 days ago* (last edited 2 days ago) (1 children)

Entirely: yes, I was given a good start by school, games, and programming but I really wanted to finish bleach. I ran out of my native language dubbing, so I watched with subtitles english dubbing, then just japanese dubbing with English subtitles, and I wanted to finish it leaving me with only manga in English. This again happened with Honzuki no Gekokujo and I just kept on reading and reading and reading to this day. I remember often using a dictionary on my phone during that time. Passion is the strongest force for learning, though my vocal skills stagnated until I made international online friends

[–] KernelTale@programming.dev 0 points 4 days ago

Proprietary software is fine (if sandboxed)

[–] KernelTale@programming.dev 3 points 5 days ago

Don't be silly. Or you know what? Be sillier :3

[–] KernelTale@programming.dev 8 points 5 days ago (4 children)

I did not even notice that I have not talked today with a man..

[–] KernelTale@programming.dev 1 points 1 week ago (1 children)

I would count both of those more to authoritarianism

[–] KernelTale@programming.dev 6 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (1 children)

I switched from Mint to CachyOS also as a developer. As I do a lot of piracy I depend on Bottles and flatpak to play pirated games a bit more seculy. When flatpak had an issue a few months back with signing their programs bottles didn't work properly as I had different versions of Nvidia drivers. Up to date native and almost up to date flatpak. I am not sure how others distros handled this, but be prepared that updates might break something. Study a bit about AUR if you decide to go there and try out Cachy for a bit before fully switching on a spare disk or something. I wanted to run a local LLM and virtualbox but I had problems with that likely due to my kernel???? So I am not sure how well it works with docker. All in all, try it out and expect a slight increase in difficulty.

[–] KernelTale@programming.dev 5 points 1 week ago (1 children)

is that the reason why this has negative "karma"?

[–] KernelTale@programming.dev 1 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (1 children)

We already are. I admit that I know very little about the topic, but are we not reliant on animal cruelty for: insulin, antivenom, spider silk, and many more where alternatives would be expensive or even non existent? Though I do agree in this case with HRT, because I love injections and I find them relatively cheap. Feel encouraged to correct me.

[–] KernelTale@programming.dev 4 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

Real! My sister chose the printer

[–] KernelTale@programming.dev 5 points 2 weeks ago (3 children)

I did not choose a printer but I have this one at home and it is really good. Definitely adequate for home use.

 

Lynee from Genshin Impact fan art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/lyney--74872412550593991/

Image I was not able to trace to its origin: https://wallhaven.cc/w/2emr8x

 

So I have accepted for some time now that I am a trans woman. I wear feminine clothes in public from time to time and it’s at the point that I don’t in the moment care if somebody stares at me. I have been voice training also for about a month and it feels great to be a woman among accepting people. I have also tried (DIY) estrogen and I love its emotional changes. The first day felt absolutely divine and I do not want to stop, however I am scared. I am lazy and I am not sure if I can do it every single day. These thoughts have been hunting me every day for the past week for multiple hours a day. Yesterday I was completely paralyzed by my own thoughts and I couldn’t do anything for 12 hours (-> I have probably failed my exam today), because the choice of facing the world or giving up estrogen is too hard. It got to a point that even suicide came to mind, just so I don’t have to choose. My gender dysphoria boy modding exists but it’s not strong. I am going to visit an uni psychologist soon because of this.

My question is: How did you figure out that this is the battle you want to fight?

Image from: https://br.pinterest.com/pin/39758409204847070/

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