Franzia

joined 3 years ago
[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 2 years ago

LMAO Ive never seen this before thanks

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago) (2 children)

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[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 0 points 2 years ago

The weird hybrid solutions that game devs are coming up with to beat out the old tech without doing full RTX is awesome. And for that reason I like RTX, because its pushing development of ideas that work better for today's hardware and today's applications.

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 2 years ago

The only thing I live for is the gay people in my phone. They are everything to me. When I figure out how to let them out of the phone my life will be perfect.

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 0 points 2 years ago (1 children)

What the fuck 😔 I thought dr pepper was a cool chemist who just wanted to make something interesting for us to drink so we can enjoy our lives a bit more.

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 2 years ago

All the ones that were into that shit were fucking boring and awful to me.

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 2 years ago

Holy shit how does the pictured person have a gayer friend than me 🥺

 
 
[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 0 points 2 years ago

It's like when you are trans MtF, transitioning, but stay closeted and dressing like a male and going by male pronouns... Even while bodily changes take place. The idea being you can one day wake up and put on a dress and you'll just be a girl and you can come out of the closet to... People who had the opportunity to notice these changes in you for a long time.

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 0 points 2 years ago (2 children)

This sounds like boymoding. Is it the same thing?

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 0 points 2 years ago (1 children)

I've had this conversation! This is where a lot of tranaphobia came out of me. Like "yeah I wanna be a girl, but not trans - trans people are freaks. I'm not like them." Fortunately, trans people have very good representation now.

I was really lucky to have met so many great trans people at the perfect times... And it didn't change much for me. It was, and still is, about accepting myself. So many conversations about it, yet none led to me doing anything about knowing I'm trans.

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 0 points 2 years ago (1 children)

Is this true?

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 0 points 2 years ago

!anarchychess@sopuli.xyz

 
 

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Haiiii :3 I'm Franzia. I was brought to the Blahaj Zone by the Vaush community, !okbuddyvowsh@lemmy.blahaj.zone - the Vaush community on discord has been wildly accepting and helpful so I hope our little Lemmy community can also succeed. My whole life I've been entertained by politics, so it feels natural, but I've recently dipped my toes into direct action. I've actually disliked social media so much that I've rarely used it for my entire life, except discord, which I'm pretty frustrated about using. So I find the movement to remove corporations from social media intriguing! I want to be on not only Lemmy, but as many Fediverse apps as suits my need to shitpost trans memes, vent about life frustrations, and I guess find some sense of community in this deeply lonely world.

I'm a 26 year old trans female living in the US. I've identified as Pansexual since I was a teen. When I was a teen in the skinniest jeans in the school, had medium-length straightened hair that covered at least one eye, and got called the f-slur daily. I'm Pre-HRT, and living with my Mom, in a pretty rural location. Her house has received a ton of messy renovation this year and I'm making myself busy cleaning it up and making the house work alright again. Mom is handicapped and awaiting surgery, pretty soon I won't need to lend her quite as much help. After ten years of sitting at home being a NEET MMO gamer and repressing my female identity, I feel stuck in this situation for another few months. It's too easy to catastrophize, but I'll be living a whole and well-rounded life maybe next year or the year after that. I'm not getting any younger, it's time to stop living so wrong. I'm sort of... dressing loudly day to day, but not trying to 'pass' as female.

My taste in things is so fucked. My favorite music is Gabber, my fashion sense might as well be Clowncore, I'll try anything twice, I prefer my humor deep fried. I watch an ungodly amount of YouTube. I used to be addicted to Twitch.TV and refuse to watch it now, I'm clean. In conversation I like to make a lot of noises, I have a huge vocabulary of silly noises.

I really like this Lemmy instance and these communities, and I relate to so many of you. It's just... fresh air. Like I'm in a meadow full of people who are all noticing the same type of flower and unanimously deciding that this flower is the best one. We have so many similiar quirks, preferences, and stories.

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